lalalaaaaaaaaaaaa

first of all. i had to take otto in the morning (long ride,15 minutes if i go fast). which is quite usual,but last week i didnt do too much as i was ill. so it was tiring.
they both had violin today. i decided to bring ottos one when i go to my school and then to ottos to attend his violin lesson. then it turned out that hostdad had forgot to bring fritzs violin so i had to take that too.
after my lesson i realised that the bloody bike had a flat tyre. i had to run home - and i was still trying to cycle because i had no time - and grab the yellow bike. then i had 15 minutes for the 15 minute ride. i did it but there were other things like locking the bike,getting a stupid visitor card,running to ottos classroom and finding him,finally arriving to the teachers room. and what did she say? that he already had his lesson in the morning. rescheduled. thats what otto had kept telling me on our way to the music department but you know how much you can believe of what they say so i ignored it. and the teacher told me she had texted my hostmum yesterday, but couldnt call her because she was at a party...
and she was like smiling and talking and talking and i thought if you are at a party you dont have one fucking minute to call? is it a proper excuse or what did she tell it to me for?? and i thought that these english would be so good killers with a smile on their faces. i hate that smile.
after all this shit i stopped at fritzs school and handed his violin in,then i was too stupid to open the gate,so a teacher helped me,and she was smiling,and i was like stop the fucking smiling,im trying to deal with these two violins and i want to go home!
then she: ooooh,are you a violin teacher?
ahhahhhahha... im just a clown an au pair.